Here I am,, this is me

A comeback post of sorts inspired by my dear friend Tasha, who is also a fellow blogger.
Its been a long time since my last post. And its not that I haven't tried. Last few posts are littered with drafts, that I don't feel like removing.
Have I changed as a person, that I don't feel like posting here anymore? Well, change is inevitable, but my writing spirit is still alive. 
But then some things have changed, and one of them is that I will be getting engaged in a few weeks. 
Still in spite of changes, my love for travelling, music, gaming, movies, books, and Arsenal are unchanged. And I intent to keep it that way, even after marriage. Though making time for marathon sessions of gaming will be difficult, it can be adjusted. 
I am looking forward to this adventure called marriage to begin, even thought its is still 4 months away. 
Well, enough of this future talk. So talking about present, means having to mention the horrible state our climate is in. October has already begun, and we are still getting evening rains and humid climate. It is very unusual as usually Monsoons recede halfway through September. 

The above photo was taken at a beach near "her" native place at "Tondavali, Malvan". 

That is it! for now!
See you later, with something more. 
Adios!

just a tag

Thanks to Shomoita for this tag.
1.  What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?

play modern warfare 2(I recently upgraded my PC)

2.  What's been on your mind most lately?

my fiance and my work

3.  Right now, at this moment, what to you want most?

go and meet her

4.  In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame?

Health, Money, Happiness, Love, Fame.

5.  What word best describes the way you have spent the last month of your life?

Work!

6.  What is the #1 motivator in your life right now?

Happily married life!

7.  In one sentence, who are you?

I just go for it, or act like I do.

8.  What do you want to be known for?

A crazy guy whose presence they miss.

9.  If you have to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most?

mom, dad, sister, fiance, friends, my bike, my home, everything,

10.  In one year from today, how would you think your life would be different?

I would be a married man!

11.  Who makes you feel good about yourself?

my fiance, family, friends

12.  What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend?

one of (story-teller/listener), modesty, love for life

13.  What has fear of failure stopped you from doing?

learn calculus..  I scraped through high school, graduation, post graduation without really learning it..

14.  What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid?

gadgets.. lots of them..

15.  What stands between you and what you want?

stuff.. lots of stuff..

16.  What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy?

play PC games, or ride my bike.

17.  When did you first realize that life is short?

when I realized I had gone through 20 years of life, and it didn't fell like it.

18.  What do you need to spend more time doing?

everything

19.  What issues do you continually refuse to confront?

that I can be lame at times

20.  What's something a lot of people do that you disagree with?

give up

21.  What's a common misconception people have about you?

I am quiet/shy/khadus(bitter)

22.  What's something no one can take away from you?

that I am suprisingly unpredictable

23.  What is something that you would hate to go without for a day?

talking to her, mobile phone and watch

24.  When you look into the past, what do you miss the most?

my childhood friends

25.  What memory from this past year makes you smile the most?

everything that happened

26.  What's the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?

finish things that you pickup, and do it quick, but one at a time.

27.  If not now, then when?

soon

28.  What have you done, that you are truly proud of?

I don't lose temper now, but I don't keep my thoughts bottled up.

29.  What's something new that you recently learned about yourself?

I can learn to cook

30.  What do you want to remember forever?

the happy times

31.  What could society do without?

ego

32.  What is one thing right now that you are totally sure of?

love

33.  If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?

put your differences aside and have fun

34.  What's something you said you'd never do, but have since done?

fall in love

35.  What's something you changed your mind about when you grew older?

arranged marriage

36.  What didn't last forever, but still worth your while?

my first bike. bajaj pulsar 180

37.  If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell?

dude! learn to drive a car!

38.  If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be?

I will miss you

39.  When it's all said and done, will you have said more than you've done?

no way

40.  What questions do you often ask yourself?

You really want this?

-------------The End-------------

I tag all of you, my beloved readers.

hoping

I never did stare at the sky..

irony is I never could find the time

the warm sun would be ignored..

so would the shining moon..

someone said just give it glance..

and be washed in the beauty..

for the moment be lost..

in something that doesn't make sense..

since then sky is not the same..

so much that even clouds talk back..

does bring back fleeting memories..

of the time of being a kid..

counting the stars claiming to own a star..

hoping .. for something.. and still hoping..