found sanity

too many thoughts clogged my brain

thinking clear brought more confusion

and in the head caused lot of pain

for it no doctor had medication

instead of a solution 

that indicated alleviation 

all I was left with was

more and more disorientation

still I hoped for tunnel-end light

it wasn't about perseverance

it was more that I had no other way

than to just sit and wait

wait for the knots to clear

then I grasped why that guy sang

"give me some sunshine" 

"give me some rain"

he thought that would erase the pain

so as the sun sliced the clouds 

in a proverbial way I found direction

not exactly the perfect one

but at least I am no more lost

and now I can relax 

that my sanity is back